hey its late im tired and im remembering shit

well its 2:56 while i be writing this and well i was wondering i really miss these friends i had in prince albert (actuale city) and well my mom made us move admitadly we dident manage to eat regularly there andthe school was lousy and abit degrading but it beats having no friends and living in a 1 room apartment with 2 other people and an equaly bad school that took ya out of the fun classes (which is why i am now suicidal) and i lost the best friends i ever had (which was also the first large group of people who wanted me  to hang out with them with outr it being a ploy to pick on me)

so i was thinking does it make me pathetic to be angery at my mom and sis for putting me through that (i had kinda wanted to wait untill sis got a bigger place before the move that old place was barly bigger then moms current room in our new place so you peice it togather from there) seriasly does this make me pathetic to be mad at them for what happened